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after spending two odd years studying, investigating and writing for the truth movement (known as the conspiracy genre to some, but time will change this), i realised many roads for truths led to hermetic philosophy and hermetic qabbalah. hermetic qabbalah is an ancient system / method / science full of metaphors, archetypes and allegories, pretty much how our minds work and how we experience life - its all mental.

this system has travelled from pre-egypt, to rome, to europe, and then to secret societies.

what i found strange was that many people within the truth movement (intelligent people too) just pointed the finger at qabbalah (mainly thinking of the judaist flavour and not knowing of the hermetic flavour) from a distance shouting "illuminati, raahh, bad you, brainwashing, grrr, ill get you." let us note the judaist qabbalah is akin to an umbrella that sits on top of the bible and is mostly about YHVH, and more about numerology and finding the missing letter in "gods name" - its more religious you could say.   hermetic qabbalah is more high mysticism and links to the kybalion, emerald tablet, initiatic tarot...and more.

i prefer to take an analytical approach to things my curiosity is stimulated by, and this led me to some of the related books, i wanted to know what this was. i knew that to attack something one knew little about was to be afraid of it, so i wanted to know why so many people where afraid of it or against it, and how a 'thing' could contain secrets.

i went to a place where i could engross myself for 100 days purely within hermetic philosophy and qabbalah, this was not an 'order' of sorts - just a few people who know the unwritten system and are full of light, this place had many pyramids, a superb ancient libray and was in paradise...this will do i thought :-)

"but be careful," someone said, i am bored of being careful, walk down your street tonight, look at how careful everyone is; car parked neatly, alarm on, bin correctly placed near the kerb, doors and windows locked, bills paid. careful is boring, i wanted adventure, to seek, to find, to research, to live.

note: this is going to get a bit far out so please bear with me and have an open mind.

the system involved a 50 day full on study (with no other input) of all the related doctrines and included teachings and time involving lucid dreams, astral travel, yoga, meditation, kundalini, initatic tarot (not divination, egyptian flavour), gematria (numerology), astrology, the emerald tablet and more, then a 50 day silent fast (with no input) where one can enter a 'mystical spiral' within the unwritten qabbalah.

if done seriously and correctly; study the system > separate from the world and from the self > inner wilderness > truth comes - its alchemy.

the system is unwritten as cannot be written or told; the symbols, allegories and information are designed in a way to raise one to a new vibration and create mystical clicks about life and creation, it takes awareness further than any text can.
its initiatic but the master is yourself, the symbols are the doors to the vibration, they awaken cells in the brain and the subconscious gets fused with the conscious using techniques and...boom, one enters the spiral, the depth of this system and its clicks are found in purified silence thro meditation, astral, and not thro intellect.
whaddya mean self initiations? well, one does not go from go-karts to a formula one car, or from janitor to ceo, or from level1 to end boss, or from holding hands to ..... you get my point....and you know when the self initiations come...for sure.

the tree of life is the main meditative glyph of the qabbalah, this has layer upon layer upon layer and can be used as a road map for growth of conscious awareness, and much more. The tree can be shown so many ways and
is about "actively looking" and "passively receiving," its not a study where you go, "ahh read that, now I know". It’s a journey of your core self, the essence of your soul and of being a human within this realm.

a good solid intro to much of the complexity and layers of this glyph can be found here and here, its not religeous, it is an arena of related archetypes.

in the first 50 days i read many books, the most useful are listed here, and all of these books listed are meditative tools, one needs to meditate and contemplate the subtle meanings and allegories. they are for the subconscious to digest, then index, and then let the conscious mind receive.

the secret teachings of all ages -manly p hall
the mystical qabalah - diane fortune
the kybalion -3 initiates
sefer yetzirah -various versions
the emerald tablet - various versions
liber777 - crowley
the secret wisdom of the kabbalah - jfc fuller
the kabbalah unveiled - m mathews
isis unveiled - blavatsky
corpus hermetica - various versions
the philosophers stone - i regardie
the hermetic museum - a waite
rosa alchemica - unknown
the chemical marriage - unknown
the great art - a pernety

now, numerology, tarot, astrology and an esoteric look at hebrew letters has never really resonated with me, but when all is placed upon the tree, certain 'energies' via symbols are presented, these can be used for pathworking or skrying (meditating or roaming 'within' the sephiroth or paths). there are 22 paths in the tree, 22 hebrew letters and 22 major arcana and 22 astrological symbols. for instance, the average fortune teller with tarot and mystic meg with astrology is nonsense, but when one associates an energy with a symbol and it fits onto a larger meditative glyph, it stirs and activates cells in the brain, and can introduce new consciousness modes and awareness in deep states.

still with me? ok, good, the system (metaphorical) when roaming in an upward direction the tree gets one to clear out all the junk from oneself; past, negatives, imbalances, stored emotions, it is tantric, it is a method of purification and transmutation, also known as alchemy.

now the system is like a giant puzzle, there are some secrets in this system, such as who / what is the invisible in the tree, what is the secret of the tree, what is the true structure of the tree, and what is true the role of the 3 veils above the tree....and only a handful of books give hidden clues to these. these can lead to some massive clicks that are the same for everyone if found.   also, this system can lend one on a path towards the philosophers stone, most doctrines of this stone were taken out of circulation in the 1700s, but now the net is full of the pdfs. harry potter etc aim to make this look like nonsense....clever.

now, qabblah can invoke energies pre-manifest and one can invoke good or bad, this is why it has bad press and fear, and is used by bad people for bad means; as a vehicle for dark energy invocation and manifesting of events for gain using talismans and ritual. it is powerful!
qabbalah itself does not say i am good or i am bad, it just is, it has balance, and like you and me, and life, it has positive and negative, its only when we have too much negative we have imbalance (e.g. much of the world today with all its lies).

Qabbalah can tap into forces at play pre-manifest, it puts these into archetypes one can grab onto, handles if you like; a painter has the painting in his head, its essence lives pre manifest for want of a better example.

eziekel, genesis, daniel and revelations are all qabbalistic, our friends the 'lets fear a separate god that made the world in S days,' the christians, take these texts literally....sigh, but lets not pick on the christians, anyone who live piously and thinks of their neighbour cannot be mocked, even if they believe a theology handed to them from the council of nicea led by emperor constantine and his other mithraism friends. I bumped into some christians peddling their theology on a street the last time i was in the western world, i said to them "prove to me there is a separate god", "don’t question god", "well on ayahuasca i got shown some things to tell me this is nonsense, along with thousands of others who have taken ayahausca,"   "taking ayahuasca is the devils work" , "but its from mother earth and natural, so god made the earth in seven days but the devil snuck in and put an hours worth of plants in too?" "errr, you are devils work," i laughed and off i went about my day. its not about beliefs, it is about truths, and ancient ones.
some texts even state jesus spent time with essenes, egyptians, chaldeans and was a master adept of hermetics and other systems....'the 9 faces of christ' is a good place to start on this front, and as ive said, much of the bible is qabbalistic....fact.

back on track, in 50 days silence, dark holes, complete bliss states lasting hours, feeling inside nature, so receptive, going crazy with thoughts of "what actually is conscious awarenss." parts of you that you didn’t know exist come up and pin you up against a wall and say "oy, i want some answers", dreams become more real than the waking day, the dividing line melts, it’s like ayahuasca but for days and slower, the gasoline for all this is the yogic glyph, the tree of life, and the clicks and revelations are its fruits.

"ARRGGHH, he's turned into an occultist" i heard one of you say, err, occult just means hidden, and as i’m writing about it, it relieves many of its veils, so is this not the exact opposite of occultism? get out of "group think."

there is so much more to say, and also more not to say, i understand now why certain things cannot be shared , as the film said, "you want the truth, you cannot handle the truth," some things would be like giving 5 acid tablets to a 12 year old - its just too much and there would be no benefits to anyone, hence initiatic. this is a u-turn for me, as during writing of waykiwayki i believed nothing should be secret, but now i understand.

what i don’t understand is why this elite at the very top use these 'secrets' for power and control. Are they answering to another medium/body/group? my answer is probable......the way forward is to forget negativity, fear and concentrate on YOUR vibration and what YOUR output is to the world around you, its simple.

if you seek truth, reflect upon the books listed, and take some ayahuasca with a reputable shaman , both will take you to a similar place, the first route is a way where you can peel the viel when you wish and with control, the latter is a bit too fast to take it all in.......seek the mysteries my friends.

this video is half useful, so are the films Pi, holy mountain, dark city and even matrix2.

i hope this has opened some peoples eyes to qabbalah and self initiatic temples of the mysteries dating back to pre-egypt, and that this knowledge is not 'bad' parse, and i hope many amazing intelligent people in truth movement who are doing a great job have a little rethink on their views on qabbalah.
well i hope my next research gig on this beautiful spinny illusary rock is something easier on the 3rd eye, thats for sure!

ask yourself, do you live in the soul or only within your 5 senses?

many can see and care about the turmoil and inbalance in the world - look at 20 years ago compared to now - wake up, times are changing, a shift of sorts is coming.
there’s going to be some rocky changes and upheaval before things settle, what are you going to do to help? sit on websites moaning about the state of things? ignore everything? tangible seeds need planting before the winds come, sitting at a desk then watching pop-idol and eating toxins is not going to help your children.

if i can dodge opus dei, mI5, cia, the masons, and all the other boy scout groups i have annoyed with the swinging sword of truth, i will have a new book out in a year or so, it will be aiming to bridge selected ancient doctrines and philosophies that need modernising as they will be more applicable than ever, i will add in my cheeky two pence worth of course and mix in lots of techniques and axioms for self empowerment and freedom. its going to make waykiwayki look like a care bears annual for under 5's :-)

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